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04 12 04 - 08:43P] |
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[Monday
04 12 04 - 07:19P] |
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[Sunday
04 11 04 - 07:22P] |
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a rough couple of days ..
thanks to:
alyssa: thanks for always being there. it means a lot. you know i'll always be here for you too if you ever need it, and please don't avoid that option. you said it yourself, "best friends forever." thanks for stickin by my side. <3
brandon: you know i love you with all my heart, and we WILL be together forever. this has been a rough week, and i'm sorry for all the trouble that i caused. thanks for never leaving me. you mean the world. i love u baby.
btw...
happy easter
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[Saturday
04 10 04 - 09:03A] |
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[Monday
04 05 04 - 10:29P] |
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my weekend was pretty fun..
showrt update cuz' im tired.
friday - whilled w/ brandon .. then went to kevins with ruben, lauren, fran, and jess, and kevin, rob, and roch were there. and we were there for about 15 minutes n' some guy pulled a gun on us so, to make a long story short - spent the night at the police station then went to ryans and me and trish went home <3
sat - sat class, work, my house - lyss, julie, and dani came over and my sis had like 30 people here (8th graders) so we were "hangin out with them" haha.
sun - woke up, watch thirteen and went riding with brandon, my mom, danielle, and julie. we got so sooo muddy. and i dropped my camera somewhere =( and i cant find it. and my back hurts sooooo bad too. then we went shopping for a lil' i bought a pair of pants and 2 shirts - thats pretty much it (and a bag)
today - school. (schools school - nothing exciting) went to brandons, went to his uncles for like 2 minutes, came back, my mom picked me up - grounded me cuz i wasn't allowed to be there and tonight i had to take a practice SAT. sucked. then i had to do like 8000000 pages of h/w
now im TIRED so goodnight
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[Thursday
04 01 04 - 09:00P] |
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is it all worth it?
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[Wednesday
03 31 04 - 08:45P] |
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well .. i had soccer practice yesterday. wow. im a fat motherfucker out of shape. work sucked too. my boss if a flippin' bitch, and shes dumb.
today was ok i guess. school was school. i went to amandas - left my phone there .. went to costco - that place is awesome. and now i have h/w like crazy. ok bye
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[Monday
03 29 04 - 04:34P] |
happy birthday steph!
(my sis)
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[Sunday
03 28 04 - 06:53P] |
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i dont wanna go to school tomorrow =\ school sucks.
ive been in that weird depressed mood lately, don't know why. can't wait till next weekend, alyss is FINALLY coming to my house! and tuesday i am actually go to soccer. work sucks. we got in trouble today for reading magazines, while people from pelican (next door) come in and buy coloring books to entertain themselves. we have to "keep busy the entire time" - i need a new job so bad! 2 1/2 months till my birthday. 17! ah. can't wait. well, i watched mona lisa smile last night with my mom. we cried, how pathetic. julia roberts is an amazing actress, even though julia stiles is my favorite. april 2nd - the prince and me everyone go see it. ok - thats all.
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[Thursday
03 25 04 - 09:04P] |
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i love how people think that just because someone can smile all the time that there is nothing wrong.. smiling doesn't do anything but hide the fears and the regrets and the lost tears, smiling only helps to keep the pain inside and to keep people from assuming the worst, but they already have.. because by thinking that nothing is wrong with a person who can constantly smile, can usually make things more painful.
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[Wednesday
03 24 04 - 07:56P] |
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half way through the week. pretty good i guess.
today was a shit day : failed my physics test, did bad on my pre-calc test, that sucks. im just one stupid motherfucker. but anyway on the other part...
* ALYSS BUSTED OPEN HER PANTS! haha <3 love u girl
* me and brandon had a great day together .. we just chilled, but thats the fun part haha .. oh annnnd we ate at the china buffet tonight. that was awesome.
* i play super mario 3 on the old ass nintendo while brandon played me his guitar haha. (that was the best game ever)
hmm .. i can't wait till spring break. its supposed to be warm as hell on friday, but rain =( thats so depressing. rain sucks. oh well.
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[Sunday
03 21 04 - 11:27A] |
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well, the weekend is over, but it was fun. friday i had no school, which was cool. but i had work all night, came home, showered and wanted to go to sleep so i straightened my hair REALLY quick, but i got a stupid burn on my finger =( and now it turned into a blister, and its really ugly and it hurts. but yeah saturday woke up for my princeton review class, then went to work, and then julies SWEET 16 love u hun<3 it was verrry fun. i usually dont have fun at those things, but i learned to get my ass up and *try* to dance haha. lets just say i'm 100% white girl. haha (brandon always makes fun of me cuz im such a white girl) but hey .. whatever i try and i dont care if i embarass the shit out of myself. anyway i drove him home last night after alyss ran out then brandon ran after ross to talk to him or something. then ross kissed her, it was cute. awww. but yeah now - sunday morning - ready for work, AGAIN. but whatever $ i guess.
<3 x0
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[Thursday
03 18 04 - 08:44P] |
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BlAh .. i hate school
my mom gave me bangs =)
im closer to getting my new purse* yay!
talked to alyss for a while when i got home from work. love u bff <3
work sucked.
its supposed to snow again. k bye
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[Wednesday
03 17 04 - 08:19P] |
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well, lets see. this morning was upsetting because every township except mine had a delayed opening. that sucked. i was looking forward to that. anyway - i got up this morning blah blah, went to school
*physics - finished lab. i suck in that class. we have a test next class. he makes us copy like 10 pages of notes each class, and i never understand it! ahh!
*pre-calc - i hate this class! same thing. he never explains, and i sit in the front row and he spits all over, and then some how he seems to gather spit in the corners of his mouth and its fuckin NASTY! ew.
*psych - my class is obnoxious and disrespectful. its boring. we took an IQ test tho - that was cool i guess
*comp/art - this is my favorite class. we're making some 3D design thing, it's cool. but anyway - yeah
i came home today tried to do my history shit. im failing that class too. ugh, and i have a test tomorrow. i want to go out to breakfast and skip it, but i know it wont happen. but yeah i got my haircut today and had a sex talk w/ my mother. i just finished watching miss congeniality w/ my brother and mom haha. i love that movie. ok now im sitting home waiting for brandon to call me <3
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[Monday
03 15 04 - 05:11P] |
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well, its monday night. 5 o'clock, and in less than an hour im going back to school to take a stupid practice SAT for the princeton review shit im taking. i swear i have to take like 8 and it sucks. whatever. i dont think its going to help cuz i can never stay awak for the stupid classes. but anyway
this weekend pretty much sucked.
friday --> brandon left to go to atlantic city, and i had work right after school until 930ish, that blew. i asked for a raise cuz its bullshit, then i went home, cried for 3 hours. three - not even exaggerating. i flipped out on my mom, and i felt really bad. then i did some stupid shit. whatever though. life sucks, and i have no one so - i had no choice.
saturday --> SAT class from 8-11:30. that sucked. then i went home, changed and went to work for 7 hours. came home, and brandon came over and we talked pretty much all night. i have a problem - is it possible to cry too much? cuz if it is, i have that problem. ugh brandon left at like 12 something, and i fell asleep
sunday --> work AGAIN for 6 hours, then my baby surprised me at work and bought me maddd candy <3 mmmm sour starburst jelly beans are awesome. thanks babe <3 love u
today --> school, its like 50ยบ and its supposed to snow tomorrow, but anyway dani and i bought velveeta mac & cheese and soda and shit in KMart today cuz it looked madd good, and it was fuckin awesome. alyssa wrote me a note today, and it almost made me cry. i love her. that girl will never leave my side <3
thats all for now.
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[Thursday
03 11 04 - 08:53P] |
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so .. today sucked. school is horrible. everyone hates me. work sucks too. i have no money .. still.
- brandon gets mad at me for talking to everyone
- alyssa still just hates me
everything just pretty much sucks.
bye
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[Tuesday
03 09 04 - 09:02P] |
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hmm .. well, the weekend was fun. i didnt have work friday so me and brandon hung out .. did our thing :) and then ate chinese (i bought cuz im a great girlfriend) then we fell asleep. it was the best night ever though.
saturday morning i woke up for my wonderful SAT class that sucks. i went home .. changed and then went to work. after work i went to danielles and chilled w/ my best again. we drank and yeah :)
sunday = work then chilled w/ brandon. we watched finding nemo!!! haha great movie.
monday i took brandon w/ me while i got my nails done then went shopping - i got my prom dress!!!! (well, not physically .. but its on hold as of this second) yeah brandon loves me and i love him
school sucks
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| had a bad day ... |
[Thursday
03 04 04 - 08:22P] |
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wow. it's been a pretty hectic week/month/year.
i'm going to basically tell the story of my life, this could be long or it could be short. about 1 year ago .. my best friend left me beause i found *the one* - i guess she didn't accept that. then i lost her .. and since then it's never been the same like it's been the past few years. same with danielle, my other best friend. we've been friends since about 3rd grade .. but she still talks to me at least. i guess it's my fault that i chose my boyfriend to hang out with more than them .. but they still couldn't stick by my side. i mean, now they're there to say a "hello" or a "whats up" - i dont know - it sucks. i miss them so incredibly much <3 but .. it's different now i guess - it's my fault. not theirs.
on with everything else. i work about 7 days a week. thank god for brandon - he's never left my side, and i hope he never will. i'll marry him - i swear!
juniors had to take the HSPAs this week - it sucked! hopefully tomorrow i can get breakfast with brandon :-\
another thing .. feruary 24, 2004
RIP Herman <3 i love you.
today:
went to burger king with danielle ... then went home ... then went to work [Kumon] .. came home, talked to brandon .. talked to alyss [fuck bobby!]... watching friends ... about to call brandon back .. thats it.
<3 miss you all!!!
*x0 candi
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lets see, today was an awesome day because we got out of school early. jess drove me and brandon home, and then we chilled. me and brandon sat and did my homework for a little, then went riding in the snow. my mom thought she could drive me to work, but it took 4 tries to get up the driveway and when we did we couldnt even move in the street, so we turned around. that was pretty much my day. oh and theres this ADORABLE coach purse/tote that i want! ahh. yeah ok. bye now.